Post by Cassandra Saturn on Aug 5, 2016 23:24:09 GMT -8
after long time debating and arguing within myself, i finally come to the conclusion. at first, when this idea was originally suggested by SofaJocky (no longer part of forums) i.. was against it at first. i didn't liked it. i was scared and afraid that someone could screw up uBSN the way i had made, built it. so.. i was very, very too close-minded at that idea.
after my recent meltdown, which was associated with trolls from TSG/VSN/cBSN and real life stresses.. i realize that one member's actions are not part of community forum conspiracy and does not condemn a forum for that. i was wrong. i was just too pissed and angry. so i became close-minded, had a tunnel vision.
i decide to defer to my faith and not to be close-minded. i decided to let someone have reins of admin to run the uBSN on a good faith in community as whole. i'm not going to break from that. i just think Cyonan has good intentions and willpower to run the uBSN, as well Vroom, Jackie too. also, if they want.. they can select other persons to run uBSN. even as forum moderator, global moderator. etc etc. i'm willing to give this new admins idea a try. i just really don't like drama or trolling from others, they have gave me very hard time over time. because of that i'm kinda too easy for them to piss off, i guess. but that's just me. i'm very nice person, i just don't have thick skin. nobody can blame me for that but myself. so i'm gonna just let them take over. i won't complain or fight back. it wouldn't be fair if i freak out over that.
uBSN was all about clean slate and new home for bioware community. Lazytownzy ruined it for me, it pretty much led to all this, drama, meltdown of mine. he did get under my skin. as for DefenderofKebab, he's permanently banned from the forums for his transgender hate comment that was directed at me couple of days ago. i truly did screw up this forum's chance and i'm willing to pay for it to be amended in return.
so i'm asking others to give this forum a chance. only this time, others than me will be in charge. you might not approve of me doing this, but it's better this way. i'm taking very big risk in doing this. ~ Cassandra Saturn